Who really luvs me.Help ?

I A̶̲̥̅♏ in luv wit ♍Ɣ 1st bf not knwin he had ∕̴Ɩ baby with sum gal before we started datin.I later found out and got into another affair which he knew but we still see each other once in ∕̴Ɩ while.but D̶̲̥̅̊ relationship I had with D̶̲̥̅̊ other guy did nt work out he later got married.while A̶̲̥̅♏ still wit D̶̲̥̅̊ first guy at times we will be swt later he won't call me for months on ∕̴Ɩ good day he will call τ̅☺ see me which I will go after makin luv with me dat day and I go back home he wn't call for while then when he finally calls D̶̲̥̅̊ same thing happen,dats after luv makin he wn't call for ∕̴Ɩ while.But now ♍Ɣ friend introduce me τ̅☺ a guy dat school outside ♍Ɣ country but he is from ♍Ɣ home town,he calls me more than ten times a day,τ̅☺ knw how A̶̲̥̅♏ fairing but I av not seen him only his pix and he is even plannin τ̅☺ settle down with me.but ♍Ɣ first guy found out about dis guy and want me τ̅☺ be with him(D̶̲̥̅̊ first guy)What D̶̲̥̅̊☹ I D̶̲̥̅̊☹ pls help me,cox D̶̲̥̅̊ new guy will soon be comin back but I still luv ♍Ɣ first guy.